I can't understand anymore.....
my brain does not register the facts of life...
I don't want to accept reality....
It's like fallacy but it feels sooo freakin' real....
I pains me to see the truth...
that I am a hindrance to her.....
That I am a small spec in life that could be simply replaced with him...
I freaking want to shout my lungs out and rip my heart...
to feel no pain...
to be numb.....
to be selfish....
to be human....
I want to be free....
from hatred...
jealousy....
uneasiness....
anger.....
desire....
I want nothing......
I am wrong....
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