Not so well off...

What ever happened to me? I was happy once, with the woman I loved so deeply. I cannot understand when, how, & what happened. It was but a dream maybe. But 4 years.... All a dream...

It must be so, or maybe now I am dreamin' , yes! I must be dreaming! But why does the pain feel so real? Why does it hurt so much? Why does my chest feel crushed and my shoulders feel heavy? Why does my heart ache? Why does it feel that my heart bleeds thou there is no wound? or is there a wound unseen to the eye... It was good back then. It's not so good right now. I don't think I will be well off even in the moments to come..

-Toshiro