Toshiro tries to understand his feelings

Toshiro started to arrange the feelings he had. All the mixed emotions that were squeezed in to his heart. All the major and minor stress that he felt were all coming from his emotions. He wanted to understand them and calm the turmoil he has been feeling for the sake of positivity. He started to list his feelings down,

Jealousy

Anger

Sorrow

Pain

Confused

Guilt

Condemned

Unworthy

Alone

Depressed

Uneasy

Wishful

Rejected

There were many more emotions mixed within those but Toshiro only listed the ones the most affect his way of thinking. He was still unable to understand what is going on within himself. He found out that there is still one of his emotions that is intact. But he did not know what to do with this emotion. It is the emotion that created all the other listed feelings. It was Love. He was still definitely in-Love with her. He really didn't understand why, after all that has happened, he is still deeply in-Love with her. He felt that he sure of this. He really, really is madly in-love with her, that is why he can't let go so easily. He doesn't want to let go.

LOVE