Quote from me to you....

If love is lost then look for it.
If love runs from you, run after it.
If love deceives you, then shed light to see through it.

If love abandons you, then get adopted.
If you found love, don't ever let go.

Ice Cold...

Ice is a wonderful thing isn't it?

In hot weather, it cools our drinks.
It relieves the heat.
It refreshes the body.
Cold drinks quenches thirst on a hot day.
It excites anyone who feels warm.
Just to see a favorite drink with
ICE in it pleasures the mind.

As nice as ICE is,
It could also be a worry.
If you drink too quickly a
cold Drink you get a brain freeze.
If you step on ICE you slip and fall.
If chew on ICE it may break your teeth.
If you leave it alone it could melt.

But well, ICE is always a good pain reliever.Ü

Dying to be killed....

It is always like this.
When there is a sharp pain you feel.
When the world darkens around you.
When there is something missing.
When almost all hope is lost.
When help is too far away.
When love turns away.
When friends take a step back.
When enemies cast a shadow.
When an situation goes all wrong.
When you spent the last of your strength
and still haven't reached your goal.
When you loosing something/someone.
When hatred is among us.
It is always like this.
So numb to everything else,
Grasping for air,
Reaching out,
Body feeling heavy,
Mind and soul twisted and bent,
Can't think, Can't sleep, Can't eat
laying, just laying
not moving a muscle,
waiting to be killed.....

young but old

Funny thing isn't it? It always usually like this. The young try to be old. I remember when I was young I always wanted to grow up as fast as I could. I always wanted, well not really always, but I wanted to do the stuff that grown-ups do. Now to think of it, I wanted to work, I wanted to have a nice life where I could do everything I wanted. But reality hurts, real badly, if i could say.

Now that I'm old enough to know things, I'm old enough to see different things and experience different situations of the adult world. It really is not what I expected when I was young.

And now if I could face myself as a child I would want to tell myself while you're young you should just enjoy life as it is because when you get old you'll be wishing you were still young where everybody loves you and when you make mistakes they are not really your fault because you are still learning. That's maybe what I could say. And If I was young I would say to my older self that I did everything wrong. I would say to my older self that you are not doing what you wanted to do, what I wanted to be.

So, to think about it, I really don't know what happened. But, there maybe still something I can do, I could do. I could just be myself. I could be both, me as a young child and me as an adult.
I should enjoy life now that I am old but make decisions for myself and stick to the things I have chosen to do. Maybe that's the truth of all this. We should never forget the things we said when we were young.

LOOK!!!!

Minsan nasa kanan ka.......

Minsan nasa kaliwa ka.......

Minsan nasa gitna ka ng lahat.....

Minsan
naman
justified
ka.........

huh? hahaha

pero

tama

naman

ako

di ba?

:D

Empty

My lips are dry
My mind is blank
My body is weak
My heart is broken
The future is dark

I look into myself,
I see nothing but night
I dive into my soul
but there is nothing there

I take a few steps forward
but it's like I never moved at all
I am drenched in tears
but it feels like
there is no end to this

Even though I cry
no one will ever hear me
because I cry alone
alone in the emptiness of my heart

Being Idle...

Life is a lot like water.
And we are the ones who dwell within it.
Water sustains the most beautiful of creatures.
but does it matter if the water is stagnant or moving?
The ocean for example gives life to hundreds of different
species of underwater sea creatures.
It sure lovely to see the ocean and hear its waves.
but that's not what I really wanna talk about.
I want to talk about the way life is.
life like the ocean and seas have calm times,
when everything is serene and moves slowly.
life like the ocean also has times times of anger,
when a storm comes, tragedy strikes, waves upon
waves come pushing and tugging, crashing into one another.
life also has those sorrow times, look at the ocean at night and
you'll see the sadness. waves darkened in the night,
brushing the shores as if asking for help.
These are all the part of life.
but there is one more thing to think about.
water also becomes stagnant.
like when the ocean leaves a small pool in the sand.
this is also part of life.
but it still breeds life.
like the little insects and small creature.
being in the stagnant phase of life is nothing to be ashamed about.
its part of life.
But be sure you fine your way back to the ocean...

Here I start...

I am here, though its been along time since I had something to write. I wrote some of my stuff in other websites but now I'm here to start. I feel though it relieves me of something, something less to think about, something that either beckons to annoy me or surprise me. The truth is i just want to let it out.