Present...

The words that once filled my heart, now tore it open...
The sweetness that once was there, now has turned to silence...
The happiness which was once felt, is now noting more than a dream...

It hurts soo much that no one would understand...
It feels to painful for anyone to do anything....
It squeezes my heart but I feel like I'm suffocating...

First I thought I was only Dreaming,
Then I found out the truth.
That this could never be a Dream...
because Everything hurts soo True..

I cannot simply understand...
I cannot find my way...
I cannot believe your words....
I was hoping for you to stay...

Now there is something wrong..
Now there is nothing left...
Now there is just now...
The future I dream't about is gone...