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Not soo good anymore, that is how Toshiro feels. He has no way of Thinking straight. He fell into a hole he dug himself and he can't seem to climb up that hole. He keeps on trying and trying and trying, but he fails and fails and fails. This is something he really wants to get out of. It's a problem he can't run away from. Because, if he doesn't solve this he will lose every single thing that he had wished for, that he had hoped for... This is something he must face like all the other times he tried to face it but got scared. He was now in shock, in panic, in anger, in pain, in darkness. Toshiro is now at the edge of cliff in his mind, soo scared to look down, trying to grab something just to hold on, He dosen't want to fall into the darkness. he doesn't want to be left all alone, he desn't want to lose, he doesn't want to be here at this moment in time, at this cold place he is in, at this empty space where no one is beside him... he writes something and......