Crying Angel

Even though you shed tears
Even though you are sad
Even when things get gloomy

Even though you're in sorrow
Even when you're troubled
Even though there are problems

Even if everything crashes down
around
Even though everything is hazy
Even when you can't speak a word

I would wipe your tears and say
"Even when you cry you are still
beautiful, Even when you're sad,
you're still my angel.
nothing will change that"

Everything in the middle..

It has come to my attention that not everything will stay the same.
Everything will come and go, every life will be born and will die.
Time will come, days then years will pass, everything will grow old.
Animals will live then die, plants will grow then wither and humans well.....

But there are things that die out faster than others, nothing is really the same.
Experiences in life don't last that long, some may last seconds, some may last minutes,
some may last days or even years, you're considered lucky if it lasts a lifetime.
The experiences I am talking about here is happiness, fulfillment, relationships, friends and love.

These are the experiences that most of us talk about. These are the things we should talk about.
Everything in the middle, everything that makes us who we are, everything that we do during our life. Everything will change, that is a given, what we have to do is accept the change and keep on living.Everything in the middle is beautiful,YES, but that depends on the person to if it is beautiful or not.

Old people always talk about when they were young, youngsters always talk about when they grow up, But when you're in the middle you always switch your side, you say when I was young or when I am old...
Well, for me that is, the best thing anyone can do is always live in the middle of life.

LIVE, LOVE, WORK, PLAY then die.

Contrasting Characteristics

It suddenly came to me when I was taking a nice warm bath. I thought and I knew that the us Filipinos are very hygienic people, in fact we are one of the most hygienic people in the world(other than the Japanese). But are we only supposed to be clean with ourselves? Shouldn't we also be clean with our environment? Why do we only limit ourselves to self cleanliness?

I believe that we could do more than being hygienic. I know that I did my share of pollution, I threw small amounts of thrash here and there but that was before I thought about the way it might affect the environment for the next generation. When I learned about how much it may affect the environment, I started throwing my trash in the right place. There is always a right place for everything, even for trash. think about it, what would happen to the environment if you keep throwing trash anywhere you want. It is a slow process of killing the environment for the next generation. I know its not a simple task but it must have effort from our part. There is this shot sign I read "MALIIT NA BASURA, IBULSA MUNA." and I have been following it since I read it about 2-3 years ago. It is quite easy, you put the small trash in your pocket or bag and when you get home or to any place that has a garbage can you can throw away. A simple task but if everybody does it, it will save alot of environment for the future generation.

Quote from me to you....

If love is lost then look for it.
If love runs from you, run after it.
If love deceives you, then shed light to see through it.

If love abandons you, then get adopted.
If you found love, don't ever let go.

Ice Cold...

Ice is a wonderful thing isn't it?

In hot weather, it cools our drinks.
It relieves the heat.
It refreshes the body.
Cold drinks quenches thirst on a hot day.
It excites anyone who feels warm.
Just to see a favorite drink with
ICE in it pleasures the mind.

As nice as ICE is,
It could also be a worry.
If you drink too quickly a
cold Drink you get a brain freeze.
If you step on ICE you slip and fall.
If chew on ICE it may break your teeth.
If you leave it alone it could melt.

But well, ICE is always a good pain reliever.Ü

Dying to be killed....

It is always like this.
When there is a sharp pain you feel.
When the world darkens around you.
When there is something missing.
When almost all hope is lost.
When help is too far away.
When love turns away.
When friends take a step back.
When enemies cast a shadow.
When an situation goes all wrong.
When you spent the last of your strength
and still haven't reached your goal.
When you loosing something/someone.
When hatred is among us.
It is always like this.
So numb to everything else,
Grasping for air,
Reaching out,
Body feeling heavy,
Mind and soul twisted and bent,
Can't think, Can't sleep, Can't eat
laying, just laying
not moving a muscle,
waiting to be killed.....

young but old

Funny thing isn't it? It always usually like this. The young try to be old. I remember when I was young I always wanted to grow up as fast as I could. I always wanted, well not really always, but I wanted to do the stuff that grown-ups do. Now to think of it, I wanted to work, I wanted to have a nice life where I could do everything I wanted. But reality hurts, real badly, if i could say.

Now that I'm old enough to know things, I'm old enough to see different things and experience different situations of the adult world. It really is not what I expected when I was young.

And now if I could face myself as a child I would want to tell myself while you're young you should just enjoy life as it is because when you get old you'll be wishing you were still young where everybody loves you and when you make mistakes they are not really your fault because you are still learning. That's maybe what I could say. And If I was young I would say to my older self that I did everything wrong. I would say to my older self that you are not doing what you wanted to do, what I wanted to be.

So, to think about it, I really don't know what happened. But, there maybe still something I can do, I could do. I could just be myself. I could be both, me as a young child and me as an adult.
I should enjoy life now that I am old but make decisions for myself and stick to the things I have chosen to do. Maybe that's the truth of all this. We should never forget the things we said when we were young.